you're my infliction, jax

[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]sometimes i get this feeling that i am just horribly alone in the world, jaxton.[/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

well, that's why you have me, isn't it? to make that feeling go away.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

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[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

i wouldn't mind at all. is there any particular reason you feel alone? i don't like it.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]i'm in one of my moods. the kind where i need a deep answer for everything and am satisfied with nothing. i'm coming up with all sorts of depressing revelations. [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

well, i can try to provide you with answers as deep as i can get. time is an illusion, and it's not all we have. emotion is what drives us, a desire to feel whole. to feel good. if you trap yourself inside your head you may never get out. whenever i was stuck in my head you always got me out. and i will be here to get you out just like i have been for our whole lives. it's hard to be satisfied when it's so easy to get caught up in this high school bullshit. it's hard not to feel lonely in a place like this. but time is not everything. no matter how much of it passes you won't ever be alone because i'm right here and so is your dad and that's all that really matters. i hope my attempt at being deep isn't too terribly conveyed, but i think you will see my point.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]i could never possibly be as deep as that. my mental capacity doesn't reach that fa. but you just managed to cover everything that was mentally disturbing me. i couldn't have asked for a more perfect best friend, jax. <333 [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

i have to admit that i'm pretty relieved you didn't think my attempt at deepness was lame. but i do believe that you are the one who fits the description of perfect best friend. i'm just some silly boy who comes along and types out dramatic things to you from time to time.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]and that silly boy is still a perfect best friend. you just have this jock girl who lives to please her dad and has nothing but sports floating around in her brain. [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

i will never know what it feels like to have a sports filled brain. but i like trying to figure out what else besides sports floats around in your head. and i also really like your dad.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]i may have lied. there is plenty more than sports. it's just that people don't realize i am actually smart and don't only think about the next game or practice. i love him. it's just things are getting a little old. [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

there is no way i would ever believe that there is only sports in your head. you didn't have me fooled for a second. you are incredibly smart. and i don't know who is going around saying that you aren't smart, but i would most definitely punch anyone who said that about you in the face. what is getting old?

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]while i appreciate you being protective, i am going to ask you to refrain from throwing punches for my sake. you know that your friendship already stirs up enough talk, jax. not that i care, but i hate to push all of that attention onto you. nothing. it's nothing. [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

i don't give a shit what anyone thinks about me. i really don't. i don't care how much attention is on me. i'm a reject, i'm used to people not liking me, it's inevitable. though, sometimes i wish i was different so that our friendship could be viewed as normal. but then i'm glad i'm not different. because i like things the way they are. and i don't believe you for a second, it is definitely not 'nothing.'

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]i would never want you to be any other way than how you are now. you're jaxton and you're completely right how you are. i wouldn't trade our friendship and everything that comes with for anything. not even for the chance to meet my mom. i'm serious, jax. [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

you know, i feel like shit and hate myself most of the time, then i talk to you for a few minutes and i feel okay. i will never be able to comprehend how you do that but i appreciate it a whole lot. i mean, i've pretty much fucked up everything in my life. so i don't know how you see the good in me but it's pretty goddamn amazing to me.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]you're just as flawed as everyone else. there isn't anything about you that makes you any less of a person or someone who deserves to be overlooked. people don't use their mind to realize these simple things. i'm no miracle worker or anything, jax. i'm just being a good friend. [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

well, you are a wonderful friend and i have no idea how i got so lucky. i don't know how to repay you half of the time. so i am going to come over tomorrow and show you that song that i wrote. i'll bring my guitar and everything. and then we can hang out all day if you aren't busy. you're sure you're feeling better, right? less alone? i just want to make sure.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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[ispychase]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,50px,true] [STYLE=border:5px solid #ffffff; width:100px; float:left; margin:-25px 10px 0px -25px][/style] [STYLE=width:320px; font-family:courier; color:#90a087; border-bottom:5px solid #ffffff; margin-bottom:-5x;]CHASE ME is online[/style] [STYLE=font-family:courier; color:#111111; margin-bottom:5px;]status: busy[/style] [STYLE=width:300px; background-color:#d6dfd1; color:#111111; padding:10px; text-align:justify;]i was supposed to go and race dom tomorrow, but i would prefer to have one of those lazy days with you. only if there isn't going to be someone demanding your attention. like jay. [/style] [STYLE=font-family:terminal; font-size:10px; color:#111111; text-align:right; margin-top:-14px;]designed by NOWAKI of btn + ote.[/style]

[JAXTON AVERY LANDON]

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APPLE JAX

♪ ♫ SUITCASE - CIRCA SURVIVE

our lazy days are the best kind of days. i dunno, she will probably text me and try to do something, she pretty much does everyday. but i will just tell her i'm busy. i love her but i would like to spend the day with you. plus she doesn't think i sound like an angel haha so you get me for the day.

made by hay shay @ caution 2.0

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