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Post by ispychase on Jul 5, 2012 21:55:52 GMT -5
she disregarded what he said, focused on her thoughts of their not kiss. "what if i wanted it, jaxton?" she abruptly blurted out.
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Post by JAXTON AVERY LANDON on Jul 5, 2012 22:06:47 GMT -5
"Wanted what?" Jaxton asked, right before the meaning behind her words hit him. He could hardly believe what she was implying; he wondered for a moment if he had heard her wrong. "I... but... that's not possible," he stuttered. She had hinted at it a bit before this, but never in her own voice, never so serious. He had even suspected it before she had mentioned it at all. But it was different hearing it directly in her words. |
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Post by ispychase on Jul 5, 2012 22:09:16 GMT -5
"you're making excuses," sh frankly said, reverting to her habitual ways of being direct. he was beating around the bush, trying to invent reasons that didn't exist.
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Post by JAXTON AVERY LANDON on Jul 5, 2012 22:16:27 GMT -5
Jax ignored her words, even though they angered him a bit. He wasn't sure why. "Why would you want to kiss me?" He asked, having no idea how she might respond. |
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Post by ispychase on Jul 5, 2012 22:19:57 GMT -5
while she was ready to talk about their not-kiss, she was not prepared to delve into her only feelings. she huffed, trying to think of something to say. "why would you want to kiss me?" she shot at him.
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Post by JAXTON AVERY LANDON on Jul 5, 2012 22:33:23 GMT -5
Instead of answering, she had thrown his own question back at him, and Jax immediately found himself at a loss for words. A million answers ran through his head, but he couldn't say any of them. "I just wanted to, okay? I don't know why. I don't know what's going on." He said. There was so much more that he wanted to say. He would never be able to form most of the words he was thinking, and he barely managed to say, "Chase, what would you do if I hadn't stopped?" |
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Post by ispychase on Jul 5, 2012 22:35:22 GMT -5
his answer didn't give her very much insight. she found it frustrating, because she wanted to be in his mind. she let out a sigh, shocked by the question that he asked her. this time, she would try to answer. "i would have let you," she said, softly and honestly.
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Post by JAXTON AVERY LANDON on Jul 5, 2012 22:49:26 GMT -5
Jaxton let out a breath, the corners of his lips pulling up into a smile despite the seriousness of the conversation. It was a scary answer; he felt the whole course of their friendship changing with her simple response, but he couldn't think about that now. "I promised you I wouldn't try again," he reminded her, ignoring the urge to ask her why. |
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Post by ispychase on Jul 5, 2012 22:51:32 GMT -5
she could practically hear the smile coming through his voice. chase felt more relaxed, thinking that what he was saying was a test. that he wanted to see how she would react. "i never agreed to that promise..." she said slowly.
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Post by JAXTON AVERY LANDON on Jul 7, 2012 1:59:52 GMT -5
"You're absolutely right," Jax agreed. He still couldn't wrap his mind around the conversation, but the words kept spilling out of his mouth, and she was giving him so much to hope for. "I guess... we'll just have to see what happens, then," he concluded. "If you ever decide to let me see you again." |
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Post by ispychase on Jul 7, 2012 2:05:54 GMT -5
chase exhaled slowly, still not sure if this conversation had actually happened. it could have been just a creation of her hungover mind. "what is going to happen?" she urged him, wanting to know. chase was quiet a little before saying, "i could admit something else, but i think i've said enough."
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Post by JAXTON AVERY LANDON on Jul 7, 2012 2:22:05 GMT -5
"I don't know what's going to happen. I don't think I want to know. I think it would be much more interesting that way," He answered, a very characteristic answer for him. "It's true you've said quite a lot this evening, Chasen. I'm not sure how much more my heart can handle." The smile was evident in his tone again, his voice much more smooth than before, more calm and collected. |
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Post by ispychase on Jul 7, 2012 2:25:46 GMT -5
"let fate take things how it wishes," she said, something along the lines of what she thought jaxton believed. she stretched out on the couch, smiling when she could feel the smile in his own voice. "i wouldn't want to give you a heart attack now," she teased lightly.
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