Here's to Us.

[ALEXANDRIA McKenzie BECKETTT]

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[ALEXANDRIA McKenzie BECKETTT]

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[style=width: 345 px; height: 7px; background-color: #FFFFFF; font-family: georgia; font-size: 30px; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; font-color: #ffffff; text-align: right; margin-bottom: 7px; margin-left: 7px; line-height: 0px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #FFFFFF;][/style][style=width: 350 px; background-image:url(http://i1176.photobucket.com/albums/x336/xoxoshiki/lined_paper.jpg); font-family: calibri; font-size: 11px; font-color: #333333; height:150px; overflow:auto; margin-left: 7px; text-align: justify; opacity:0.9; filter:alpha(opacity=90); line-height:18px; padding: 5px; border-right: 3px solid #d99989;-webkit-border-radius: 0 0 0 3px;]THIS IS MY ESCAPE, I know it seems a bit stupid to start off a page like that, but the words don't lie, this really is my escape. This whole last year has just been... I don't even know how to describe it. Just hectic. I guess. Now moving away from my home (granted New York, especially Brooklyn not even 200 miles away from here. but still) I'm going to kind of miss it, the house... well apartment, I grew up in. I'll admit it was a dump. I'm not stupid the place we lived before was nowhere near as nice as the house that we have in this town, but still it was home and now we're in a completely different place and I left all of my friends... well not all of them, I mean Tristan and Anthony are here, so I guess that's not that bad, but I don't know if that is going to end up being a good thing really,.. probably a bad thing I mean once my dad figures out what we did... I am so dead. There there is the matter of my mother that I haven't even considered... I mean she did leave for a reason. I'm not going to just assume it was because she just didn't want me. That would just be very wrong to assume, I don't want to hate the woman and I don;t hate her but I do at the same time if that really makes any sense. It's like I never knew her, but dad did, she's never done anything really to hurt me, i've never known her, but she did hurt my dad and she did leave us, so I have reasons to question her morals and technically she's only the woman who gave birth to me , not a mother, but I still wonder. Anyway I am confusing myself with this so I am going to go. and try and find a ways to entertain myself. so... FINO A DOMANI, LEXI<3. [/style]

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