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Post by ❖ DODI on Aug 15, 2012 19:02:57 GMT -5
okay so here's the thing guys:
so some of you already know this but some of you don't so i felt the need to just let everything out there and let you know what's going on. so, breaking down my life here for you now:
1. i have two days left of my summer class. the grade for said summer class sort of defines whether i get to go back to school in september so... it's important. that being said for today and tomorrow i am not allowing myself any nrfm time. :c sorry :c. however, this is so short term, i doubt you'll even notice i'm gone! yay! If you desperately need to reach me about something, i can still be reached on aim at monishaayita (if it's not important i'll probably kindly ask you to leave me alone).
2. so my dad and i have this weird relationship in which nothing i do is every good enough and everything i do make him angry/hurt/pissy. even though i am 21 years old, have never touched drugs or been in trouble with the law, was a straight a student in high school and now attend literally the number one liberal arts college in the country. just ask forbes, us news, and the NCSA. so yeah, i guess i'm a really shitty kid to have around. ANYWAY the point is he hasn't talked to me in over a week even though i'm supposed to be going home to visit him at the end of this week. thus, my aunt has talked me into coming home to stay with her and try to visit him. honestly, it's probably going to be really painful, scary, and upsetting for me so i can't promise that i'll be in the best mood during this time or even be able to be online very much.
3. after a week of that i'm going to ohio to stay with another aunt so i can visit my mom in rehab before i go back to school, seeing as she won't be able to come to my graduation at the end of the year. it's going to be pretty emotional, again, but I WILL have lots of time to be online and will probably be posting a lot while my aunt and uncle are at work.
4. so then on Sept. 3 I go back to school. I have to do a lot of unpacking and moving in and catching up with friends and getting ready for class so I will be on every day that week but probably will not be posting super regularly until things settle down.
yeah so that's everything. i don't want you guys to think i'm poofing or anything like that BECAUSE IM ABSOLUTELY NOT and that's why i wanted to be completely honest with you about what is going on and why i may be less available than i usually am. i love you guys and i love this site, thank you all so much for keeping me sane <3
dodi
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Post by Matthew James Collins on Aug 15, 2012 19:36:31 GMT -5
i love you.
hope everything goes well c: c: |
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Post by ❖ DODI on Aug 22, 2012 3:02:56 GMT -5
no i love you!!!
Okay so update:
I'll be spending the next few days sleeping on airport benches because that's how I fly and I have to get across the country and it's gonna take a couple days (I think but pray that I get lucky and it works out better than that). On the plus side: when I'm in some airports I'll have free wifi and will probably be sitting on here all day writing replies. On the down side, I might not have internet in other airports and will only be able to use my phone. so boo.
Sorry I haven't been on much lately. Just all this stuff with my family has really left me depressed and museless and pretty much miserable. I'm trying to get my muse back, but it takes a lot of energy for me to do much right now so please bear with me.
Love you guys <3
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Post by ❖ DODI on Sept 1, 2012 20:30:27 GMT -5
HI GUYS GUESS WHAT?!?! I'M AT SCHOOL
GET EXCITED BECAUSE THAT MEANS I AM FINALLY BACK IN ACTIONNNNNN
Expect replies over the next couple of days!! I MISSED ALL OF YOU SO MUCH <33333
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